Ive been having the worst week ever.. I mean Im going to loose my Jasper and I lost my dog Maxsean as well shes the black and white one on my profile page.. it...seizes to amaze me how effed up my life is getting... but I try not let it bring me down.. so lately im trying to keep myself from jumping off my roof on to the ground as hard as I can to make a huge squish sound but.. as you very well know that will attract attention and cause a huge mess and who really wants to clean up brain and guts... any one have any words of encouragement....so im not alone?